CHAPTER THE ONE HUNDRED AND THIRTY-EIGHTH.

CHAPTER THE ONE HUNDRED AND THIRTY-EIGHTH.

(As she said this OEnothea brought) out a leathern dildo which, when she had smeared it with oil, ground pepper, and pounded nettle seed, she commenced to force, little by little, up my anus. The merciless old virago then anointed the insides of my thighs with the same decoction; finally mixing nasturtium juice with elixir of southern wood, she gave my genitals a bath and, picking up a bunch of green nettles, she commenced to strike me gently all over my belly below the navel. {The nettles stung me horribly and I suddenly took to my heels, with the old hags in full pursuit.} Although they were befuddled with wine and lust they followed the right road and chased me through several wards, screaming “Stop thief.” I made good my escape, however, although every toe was bleeding as the result of my headlong flight. (I got home as quickly as I could and, worn out with fatigue, I sought my couch, but I could not snatch a wink of sleep for the evil adventures which had befallen me kept running through my brain and, brooding upon them, I came to the conclusion that no one could be so abjectly unfortunate. “Has Fortune, always inimical to me, stood in need of the pangs of love, that she might torture me more cruelly still,” I cried out; “unhappy wretch that I am! Fortune and Love have joined forces to bring about my ruin. Cruel Eros himself had never dealt leniently with me, loved or lover I am put to the torture! Take the case of Chrysis: she loves me desperately, never leaves off teasing me, she who despised me as a servant, because, when she was acting as her mistress’s go-between, I was dressed in the garments of a slave: she, I say) that same Chrysis, who looked with contempt upon your former lowly lot, is now bent upon following it up even at the peril of her life; (she swore that she would never leave my side on the day when she told me of the violence of her passion: but Circe owns me, heart and soul, all others I despise. Who could be lovelier than she?) What loveliness had Ariadne or Leda to compare with hers? What had Helen to compare with her, what has Venus? If Paris himself had seen her with her dancing eyes, when he acted as umpire for the quarreling goddesses, he would have given up Helen and the goddesses for her! If I could only steal a kiss, if only I might put my arms around that divine, that heavenly bosom, perhaps the virility would come back to this body and the parts, flaccid from witchcraft would, I believe, come into their own. Contempt cannot tire me out: what if I was flogged; I will forget it! What if I was thrown out! I will treat it as a joke! Only let me be restored to her good graces!

 At rest on my pallet, night’s silence had scarce settled down

 To soothe me, and eyes heavy-laden with slumber to lull

 When torturing Amor laid hold of me, seizing my hair

 And dragging me, wounding me, ordered a vigil till dawn.

 ‘Oh heart of stone, how canst thou lie here alone?’ said the God,

 ‘Thou joy of a thousand sweet mistresses, how, oh my slave?’

 In disarrayed nightrobe I leap to bare feet and essay

 To follow all paths; but a road can discover by none.

 One moment I hasten; the next it is torture to move,

 It irks me again to turn back, shame forbids me to halt

 And stand in the midst of the road.  Lo! the voices of men,

 The roar of the streets, and the songs of the birds, and the bark

 Of vigilant watch-dogs are hushed!  Alone, I of all

 Society dread both my slumber and couch, and obey

 Great Lord of the Passions, thy mandate which on me was laid.”